bald, disneyland and a NEW CAR!

Hello! So i finally did it! i finally shaved my head this past weekend! No, i didn't have a breakdown like my girl Britney Spears. It was just time. Most of my hair was gone anyways so it needed to be done. I'm OK with it. it was weird at first seeing my head for the first time. CRAZY. but I'm OK. i don't look too bad with no hair, i mean i would love it if i had it but I'm OK without it for now. my sister and my dad had to help me out a little when i was cutting it off. i couldn't see the back of my head. my mom had a hard time with it. she was upset and felt bad about me having to go through this. i can understand. if i was a mom watching her daughter go through cancer i would be upset too.


on a happy note: WE'RE LEAVING FOR DISNEYLAND IN 2 DAYS!!! Yes folks we are going back to Disneyland for the the 3rd time in 4 months! LOL! We're crazy i know, but i love it so who cares! this time were talking the Disney gang with us. we leave on Thursday and come back on Sunday, so not too long. I'm really excited about this trip cause we made shirts for everyone! the girls and i thought it would be cool if all of us had a shirt with a ride on it. the shirts came out awesome! i cant wait to show you pictures. I'll be sure to update during the trip!


on another happy note: ROBERT AND I GOT A NEW CAR! we are now proud owners of a 2008 ford escape. its the family car. Robert and i don't have any kids so it'll be our little toy to play with for a while. in case you were wondering why we got a new one its cause Robert's mustang got into a little accident 2 Sundays ago. it was messed up and it couldn't be saved so that's where the new car came into play. Robert did an excellent job at wheeling and dealing at the dealership. i was very proud of my man! good job baby!

well that looks like that's all for now...I'll be updating during the trip!

chemo time baby!

getting chemo! my last one round until may! woot woot!

Finally! Good news as arrived!

hey friends! so guess what? it was doctor visit time. i finally was able to get some answers from my doctor today. she told me she thinks I'm doing great! she noticed that i wear my wig now, which i do wear everywhere i go now cause I've lost most of my hair. my head looks so nasty but what are ya going to do, right?! anyways...my doctor thinks my treatments are going absolutely fabulous! thank you God! the other night i was a little worried mainly because i had no idea what was going on with me. i hadn't cried so much since i was diagnosed. Now i feel like I'm actually getting somewhere with this cancer crap.

anyhow, my doctor thinks my next CT scan (April 2) will come out looking awesome! she is more than positive about that. i was SO happy to hear this. she checked out all my lymph nodes and she said everything looked fine. we asked her about whether i could possibly have surgery in the future and she said its not something she wants for me right now cause it might be too much for my body to handle. right now we are just concentrating on getting the tumor down to size. OH and the best part was that she thinks i might be very close to remission!!!!! isn't that awesome! I'm sooo happy with everything. i know I'm not out of the woods yet but i feel like things are actually going to get better for me! YAY!!! i get a second chance! THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU FOR ALL OF YOUR PRAYERS AND HAPPY THOUGHTS! GOD LOVES ME! WOO HOO!

d23 is what?!

so the D23 hoopla is a magazine? wow i thought it might have been something cooler like i don't know something cooler! apparently this magazine is gonna be almost $16 bucks and it only comes out 4 times a year. that sucks! ah well i wanna get it either way so yeah.

Happy Birthday Mandy!

Happy birthday to you!
Happy birthday to you!
You smell like a monkey!
And you look like one too!

Happy birthday Mandy! WOW you're finally 21 years old! Congratulations! you're in the big leagues now! Well lucky girl not only are you going to celebrate with your family and friends tonight you get to go to Tres next weekend AND head to Disneyland at the end of the month. You're birthday is pretty much all month long! I'm sorry i won't be able to be there next weekend. Chemo gets in the way of everything. I'm sure you'll have a great time anyways =) Happy birthday sister...hope you have a awesome one!

anoop dog

OK so i was totally pissed off at American idol this year. i could not believe Anoop was kicked off a few weeks ago! i was like what the fuck was America thinking! he's freaking awesome! but thanks to the wild card show he's back!!! top 13 baby! I'm sure this guy is going far! GO ANOOP DOG!

P.S. HAPPY 4 YEARS CHRIS AND CHRISTINE!!!! LOVE YOU BOTH!

Are you 23?

what is this "are you 23" business? dateline disney has been twittering about it all day? i'm so lost!

in other disney news....thank goodness they are thinking about re-doing star tours for the 55th! i love the 80's but that ride needs a makeover! how exciting! i love new stuff at disneyland!

Another weekend came and went

So this weekend was girls night out! Dinner and a movie with my girls was a blast! good times all around! for starters dinner was interesting. of course i had to be the one to order the worst effing thing on the menu! tell me why my pizza was like HELL exploded in my mouth! i ordered the Sicilian pizza from macaroni grill. The waiter informs me that the pizza was "a little spicy". I've ordered this before at CPK so i knew the pizza was spicy so i was like oh sure i know whatever. So, it comes out and by this time I'm hungry. i take a bite of the fucking thing and BAM the shit kills my mouth! I'm trying so hard not to die while eating this shit but no. there wasn't enough water in the world to put out the fire in my mouth. the girls found my situation to be very funny. i didn't. i was still hungry.

the movie was cool. we went to see confessions of a shopaholic. this movie was the whole reason we had girls night to being with. apparently this movie was too girly for bobby and Chris to see. i read the book before hand and of course the movie was different from the book. i liked it both ways. the girl in the movie was really cute. Christine and i loved her "fan dance". the "fan dance" needs to be done at the club for sure!
today my nino and aunt Gail came over with ribs. they are so sweet! i wish i could have enjoyed the food more. Food for me taste like crap. the chemo messes everything up. hopefully by next weekend food will taste better. anyways, on top of dinner together we had a Wii night here at the house. Chris and Christine came by to play with Mandy. they're always fun to watch. i love it. Christine gets super into the game which makes it that much more fun to watch. LOL! love it!

after Wii time was finished we gathered around the table and talked about our cell phone/pager past. LOL! oh man! we talked about what our first phones were and the pagers we used to have. apparently i was the only one who actually had people page me. Chris and Robert on the other hand had it only for looks. hahaha wow! Chris and i also were talking about pager codes and the alphabet that went into the whole "pager movement". man pagers were so lame! haha. too funny!

thanks friends for making this rainy and cloudy weekend enjoyable! 6000 171647 877! 15339 986312 60035 871173--143!