well if you haven't guessed already i feel crappy. so far this HAS to be the worst round. i totally feel like a huge ass truck hit me, went in reverse and ran me over once more. i don't know why I'm surprised every time i have a round of chemo that I'm gonna feel like this. i go through it every 3 weeks. i hate the way everything tastes and smells. I'm not sure if I'm crazy but i feel like i smell like chemo and everything taste like chemo. i know the taste is a metal taste but i cant really explain the smell.
i started on my new 5FU chemo this round. before i had the pump but now its the pills twice a day. I'm not to sure how i feel about them yet. i mean don't get me wrong i LOVE not having that pump connected to me all the time, its just I'm not sure if the new pills are the reason i feel worse this time. i hope not. i would hate to have to go back to the pump.
good news is in a few days I'll feel like myself again. hopefully the pills are not gonna make me feel bad. i cannot wait to go to Disneyland with Robert in 15 days! I'm ready for another vacation pronto! plus i think Robert and i deserve a little trip just the two of us.
You guys do deserve a trip -- very much so! I hope these pills work out okay for you. Stay strong and I'll be stopping by soon!
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